see what the blind see

See what the blind see
Hear what the deaf hear
Feel what the paralyzed feel. They may not have these “senses”
But do they not:
Still hear God, still see God, still feel God?

Why are we not as LUCKY as they?
To really know the sound of our God’s voice
To truly see Him and see what He sees
T honestly feel the love of the Lord

Or is it that we are as lucky, we are ALL as lucky,
We just take advantage of what he has given us to start with?

Have amnesia of the world.
Awake alone and lost!
There you will find you, find peace, find oneness .

Die to self
Strip your senses
YOUR eyes, YOUR ears, YOUR grasp on the so called reality.

Give God: One more pair of eyes, one more set of ears, one more body,
To show true and real love.
Mind, body, soul. Give all away to God-then
And only then, will you really be living.
You will really see
You will really hear
And truly feel.

Die to self? –misspoke- DIE FOR SELF.
Selflessness is Christlikeness

Overdose on Christ
Get spiritually sick.
Creating God Passion as the only anecdote
God Passion as the only cure.
Have a Christ transfusion inside of you!!

DAY 2 :)

last night I found myself looking back at where I was this time last year.

A lot has happened since then and I am so happy where I am at now. But I also now understand why I went through what I did, its my story-my testimony. I have a lot more of like to live and I am SO blessed to have found this out so early on in life.

I am 23 and on a spiritual mission for God. How lucky am I?! I see where I have been, and where I am now. My key phrase for my life has always been: God will NEVER give YOU more than YOU can handle. That statement shows that God not only created you-but has faith in YOU!!! Why would he create something if he did not want it,or want to use it?? He does not make mistakes. He is working so hard in my life, I just have to choose if you want to see it or not. And my answer is YES!



"Blinders off

what a world there is,

so many scoff

but don't know the power,

the love

the purpose.



Armor on

strength, knowledge, courage

prepared for battle

all angles they will come

my protector will shelter me.
With all the layers
they can try to break me
but like the sun
I will rise and fall,
but there is always a new day to shine.

The dew in the morning,
the stars at night
they all have purposes
mine is to strive and fight.

how many the rounds we will go,
who will win God only knows
but I am confident in myself
all I have to do is let his love show!"

prayers wanted.

lent day 1!

Last night was the first lent meeting. I entered the meeting with an open mind and a willing heart.
It was a wonderful experience and shared with God center people. It was a good night for me last night, no TV and all God. The "funny" thing is-that the no TV thing did not bother me. Yes, I do know it's only the first day, but it was good to recognize the time.

As I was meditating I wrote this poem:

"Today is day 1
cannot wait to see what he wants done.
My heart is softened,
My mind is open-
Show me God
what I miss so often.
My soul is his,
FOREVER his
he will take it all,
and guard me from every fall.
Oh how will I return to you what you do every day for me?...
All I need to do, is get down on bended knee."

This is already an amazing experience, God will show and teach me more.
Pray for a constant open mind.
prayers wanted.

monday oh monday

Wednesday is the first day of lent. I am so excited and ready to see what God wants for me. But I can already feel temptation brewing. I have been able to withhold from them but I have a HUGE feeling that they will be coming on more often and much harder. I am asking for prayer and support, I want this time to be SPENT with God and not FOCUSED on how tempted I am or will be. My life has changed dramatically in the past 3 months and I have a lot of people to thank. People who have been my prayer warriors, my shoulder to cry on, and all those who did not turn their backs on me when I turned mine to them many times over.



I have realised that the people who actually love you, are there for you through thick and thin, Sin and grace, and honor and betrayal. These people are one and a million and all of them are my brothers and sisters. Once you hit your rock bottom-or have reached your breaking point..THEN you will see who is the light in your darkness, the ones helping you up when you fall and not pushing you down further. THEN you will see Christ, in them- for you. Amazingly enough, the gifts they have and share they give "freely". Time and love are free but completely priceless.

These next 3 months are not going to be a challenge but they will be an uphill battle which I am preparing for. Wednesday will be the first day of many, and I cant wait.
prayers wanted.

its been so long....

So I know it has been forever since I have updated my blog, but that is all about to change.
I will be blogging every day for 40 days starting feb 17th. I will be celebrating lent and documenting all 40 days. This will be an amazing time in my life where I will be focusing on God more than anything else in the day. I will be giving up television for the full 40 days and I will be going through scripture, and studies. It will be a great eye opener to me and show me who I really am and most importantly-who God has made me to be.
I am happy, anxious, optimistic, scared (a good scared) and all the emotions I can be. But it will be awesome!
Hope you will follow along through this journey.