Monday, February 15, 2010

monday oh monday

Wednesday is the first day of lent. I am so excited and ready to see what God wants for me. But I can already feel temptation brewing. I have been able to withhold from them but I have a HUGE feeling that they will be coming on more often and much harder. I am asking for prayer and support, I want this time to be SPENT with God and not FOCUSED on how tempted I am or will be. My life has changed dramatically in the past 3 months and I have a lot of people to thank. People who have been my prayer warriors, my shoulder to cry on, and all those who did not turn their backs on me when I turned mine to them many times over.



I have realised that the people who actually love you, are there for you through thick and thin, Sin and grace, and honor and betrayal. These people are one and a million and all of them are my brothers and sisters. Once you hit your rock bottom-or have reached your breaking point..THEN you will see who is the light in your darkness, the ones helping you up when you fall and not pushing you down further. THEN you will see Christ, in them- for you. Amazingly enough, the gifts they have and share they give "freely". Time and love are free but completely priceless.

These next 3 months are not going to be a challenge but they will be an uphill battle which I am preparing for. Wednesday will be the first day of many, and I cant wait.
prayers wanted.

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